It was because of my stress and the drinking I did earlier in the pregnancy

Hi I just turned 16... I got involved with this guy and I know I shouldn't have. I'm an army brat.

The guy who I didn't know yet had gotten me pregnant had just moved with his family when I found out that I was going to be having a baby.

I didn't tell him or anyone else.

Before I took the test I was having a really hard time I started drinking heavily because I was very depressed.

When I found out I was pregnant and went to the doctor I was ten weeks in. I kept it all to myself until I could figure things out.

I found out at twelve weeks I was having a baby boy and that he was healthy and I loved him so much.

I was planning tell my mom and the father very soon.

Almost a week later I woke up in the middle of the night with horrible pains and I was bleeding. I didn't tell anyone.

I called a friend and he took me to the hospital where I found out that I was going to lose him.

I went through it all by myself.

It was because of my stress and all of the drinking I did earlier in the pregnancy, before I knew.

It's been a month since I lost my baby boy. I'm having a really hard time. I still haven't told my mom or the father. And I can't get over this pain.

Rest in peace my little Holden Lee. I guess god has better plans for you.