My worst experience ever.
By anonymous on 27/01/2015
1 month after my abortion. I can actually say that has been my worst experience ever. How would I ever imagine that at 18 I would be pregnant. I was emotionally destroyed by the fact that I was pregnant with the worst guy ever. My unborn child's father is a married, 23 year old guy with 2 kids. I know that abortion is never the right thing to do but honestly I think I took the best decision.I met him at a friend's when we went out for some drinks.
The first two times we saw each other indeed we had unprotected sex. Although he never told me he was married I knew. So I asked my friend just to make sure if my doubts were correct and sadly they were. I saw him 3 more times and I still had unprotected sex with him knowing he had a wife and kids. I never confronted him because I enjoyed having sex with him.
Later on I had to make a trip out of the country so I saw him for the last time, indeed we had sex and yes that one was the winner. I left not knowing I was pregnant. It wasn't until I came back 1 month later, I noticed I missed my period so I went to the doctor's and took a test and yes it came out positive.
I instantly cried and cried I was devastated, not only because of what my parents would think of their youngest daughter but also the family I was about to destroy. I aborted. The only people that knew were the nurses and me. I never told the dad, I rarely spoke to him again and I never told my friend. I always look back and ask myself what if I kept the baby what if I told him how would he have reacted.